EpsilonBeSmallerZero

13535 pts · January 15, 2017


^[°•°]^-/🏳️‍🌈 I'm trans and don't want to be invisible - thankfully I am safe to do so in my home town. I want people in the closet to see that it is ok. I am the kind of woman to overshare and try help everyone, especially if I can draw from my own approaches and experiences or therapy, to do so. I don't want to anyone to suffer needlessly like I did, like not knowing that 'trans' is an option or similar issues with adhd (in girls), autism, depression, anxiety and ptsd. Can we please try and be nice to eachother?

That sounds kinda fun, and one truly can't say you're playing a game wrong, if you are actually playing a different game, like with spreadsheet simulators, sure there is a game, but the spreadsheets make it fun.

2 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

While yes, there are people who will not survive the kick out, even just for a little, conditions very much easily treated and survivable are going to be killing more and more, even more than they do already, as this scenario unfolds. Aka the reason revolution is a last resort, it kills the innocent too.

2 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

There is high consensus that the horny on hormones aligning with your gender is the better one to you. Better horny is as subjective as better color. Nobody is fighting. This is part of important information for those on the fence for HRT.

2 months ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 2

And we can only hope the bubble bursts before new math is ready to move machine learning forward again, so it starves before showing itself as the future technology. And hopefully the math required is going to be so much more expensive to run that the new generation of ai is just not going to be competitive for a long time.

5 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I never had any issues with hundreds of them in firefox and 8gb of ram a little while ago. I just let firefox keep them mostly in unloaded state, I turn my pc off regularly, the only tabs to load on opening firefox are the active ones in all separate windows.

5 months ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

We could have had THAT, now be a good girl and be happy you only go to prison slavery for life for your rape baby abortion. No thanks, I prefer voters not chilling even a little on this.

5 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Supreme Court not wasting one day before ordering drone strikes on women after having an abortion the only constitutional option under any circumstances, after said lawsuit drops... Just cause they'll get a kick out of it.

5 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

A bunch of years down the line from any relevance of those a girl (me) in the approximate age range loved the shit out of those. I watched atlantis and treasure planet many times over that age range. I was fucking blown off my socks by the difference to most of the rest really, stitch was another big one for me. I can't tell you how happy it makes you seeing something like this for the first time again, once my english was good enough, and then some. Idk they had gold on their hands, it's sad.

5 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

This makes me so happy. I love it. Definitely a favourite drone video for me.

5 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Someone get the clip of the reporter infront of the gigantic pile of hashish, heroin and more, getting high.

5 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Good luck with everything, especially keeping any control. I hope you aren't alone for this and will have help if you need it, for everything and to do what is only reasonable at some point. I could not imagine staring down a slow miserable end without a good plan. Also I can imagine that you might want opioids sooner or later, take them if you can to have some more good time, pain is bitch and feeling short on breath too. Palliative care is a good thing and better diy it than not at all have it

5 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

It feels good to share. But that is ideally secondary. Making something, expressing something, doing it for your own (for example emotional) benefit, that matters. It is said artists are more productive and produce better results, if they can follow their intrinsic motivation. It is actually alright advice, but put very short and ofc many do not have the luxury of getting anything extra out of their intrinsically motivated art.

5 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I feel some dwarves liking mead makes sense, they don't have their own, but got hooked someway. As for the elves, I can imagine they would just mostly import stuff, like the dwaves. I mean it's way more reasonable for some elves to just really like growing shit and be able to do so, and with their lifespans it's reasonable for anyone to see an orchard as a little project with benefits. Also they may be technically self sufficient, safety in that, but I think they'd much prefer the diversity.

5 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Any results? Would be nice to know to spread the word. I'm also a huge pharmacology nerd and sick rn, would love something new to hyperfixate and distract me from the pain...

5 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Very understandable, even in a civilised country I had trouble getting my adhd treated. Thankfully caffeine helped a little bit, until my antidepressant got switched to bupropion, that was an insanely much better than caffeine. Didn't last very long though. Same thing for all of the opioids that helped with it. I never got to try the nonstimulants, but methylphenidate is doing wonders and very sustainably, and even very little is outperforming everything else like crazy.

5 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Addiction be weird like that... I once had amphetamine instead of opioid for a couple days and I didn't realize and didn't get withdrawal (I had much worse much sooner, usually after forgetting a dose) for days. Also adhd is fun, not noticing the difference between opioids and amphetamines...
Another thing about addiction: do not bait and switch your body. Once you decided to take the drug, not taking it afterall will be much more miserable. It's a big thing that makes quitting stuff hard.

5 months ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

That will be the next abandoned project, don't fall for it, it's a trap the adhd is trying to set up. Also just curious, do you have meds for it and it's kinda helping, but not enough, because your struggle seems very familiar.

5 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I think there are drugs like, not sure it's really available in a good way though. But I have heard of options for enbies being at least real.

5 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Except if you have less police to see crime, it will cause less crime. Or does that only work on covid testing?

5 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Trans in the same direction. And we both figured it out before meeting. It's just that I would've puked at seeing us described or read as gay (language specific term for male gay) and it would've taken each of us going through a process involving a court and ofc there are insane expenses, just to get our IDs and birth certificates fixed. Waiting for over a year on that shit to be replaced by a reasonable system, by order of our supreme court btw. was annoying af, it got moved again and again.

6 months ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Also our attempts at saving the fish populations (size limits, small goes back) have been counterproductive. We have bred for smaller fish sizes and often it is the bigger older fish that are actually needed for them to reproduce efficiently and with more offspring.
Anyways, fish is meat and meat is kind of a luxury. And people eat so much of it because of seemingly low prices, subsidised farming and externalized&future costs in fishing, where it's really a tragedy of the commons. And bycatch...

6 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Ooooh, thanks. I feel stupid, could've guessed it, I mean until last year it was basically impossible for me and my partner to be officially the flavour of gay we actually are, both of us being trans.

6 months ago | Likes 18 Dislikes 0

There was a shutdown that took down all US public science data, papers, etc., it was more than just a nuisance and it affected people worldwide. The National Institute of Standards and Technology was sorely missed and on another shutdown I had trouble doing my literature reviews for working with my doctor to optimise my treatment. Those things hurt even outside the US. Government employees should not go unpaid, not even one day late if at all possible. Shit like this causes irreparable harm.

6 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Considering the archaeological evidence, and how some indigenous people are still living to this day. That stuff sure looks more like socialism/communism to me than even a vague semblance of capitalism, ofc not counting their contact to the rest of us. Humans being social and ensuring eachothers continued survival (and ability to contribute) are to me at the core of civilisation, the spark to light the way to a better life for all, with the ability to take risks to achieve that.

6 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

That's really great. If it's worth improving the material you are studying from now (maybe for yourself, to make it all coherent and an easier resource to reference, or any other reason), you might consider asking if you could get a bonus for something like that to be made alongside your learning. (And it would probably make it easier and faster to fully process and memorize, but we don't have to mention that...)

6 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Just consider to go get stuff online, there are even legal ways, usually with ads, so probably not much worse than tv. Or you just find someones collection, where they are outsourcing the backing up.

6 months ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Or just like tax them back, suddenly a lot of people will have a reminder and reason to cancel all their streaming subscriptions. If those companies want to avoid the retaliatory tax, all they need to do is split off EU branches and pay regular taxes there.

6 months ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Also one of my pics near Alexanderplatz at the start of that giant straight road going east. It's 8 years old now and oneday I just noticed the STOP WARS building was not the same anymore.

6 months ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Thank you. Didn't even consider it possibly being this old. I can barely remember how stuff used to look like a decade ago. This city is changing fast.

6 months ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

How??? I am from europe, please forgive me if it's something obvious. I actually wanna know.

6 months ago | Likes 47 Dislikes 0