I offer no quarter to that which would take from me with impunity. recant of the cathartic emotional-memoization of successful post-grieving-process-of-loss-of-childhood-'things', like innocence, for example. This is draining my emotional reserves, I have just also written a large chunk of a portion of my dissertation which is purely formal at this point, I assure you; having studied, researched, written, formulated, contemplated, reformulated after excising non-individualistic character qualities that were never my own. I am 35 &at this point, I have accumulated over 100,000 hours of my life over pieces of physical paper, and when online-pedagogy came, I still had a piece of paper, or the one in my head, stochastically preparing for my fight for child advocacy at the absolute Pinnacle of humanity of what will surely be a human child and wonderful innocence that, even a single transgression is equivalent to the weakness of integrity, strength to ensure a innocent imagination of soul get swept up in the elation of spirit, of man, or perhaps, that, is what one, as one might, with compassion for what weakness used to be [, and while it still is,] considered as such;; ) future PhD holder in Pure Mathematics. Eidetic memory, kinaesthetic synesthesia, hyper-phantasia, ADHD, autistic (trauma of multisensoryMultidimensional [of social, family dynamics, etc..], multifaceted , {broken by "double-speak"} non-static, unable to be defined by volatile-rulesets/questions/strange social situations where lies were truth in some of these situations but def. def don't not speak up now that in these we do this unless this happening.. We're talking:: On the extreme side of things, after so long, inattentive mom, there were 7 near death experiences, before age 15, the first when I was four: falling out a moving car going 40-ish Mph//quanta, physics and inertia and torsion of my rear-end on that kitchen-table-booster-seat of a hard, grey, no-seatbelt, no-padding but maybe some slightly less 'coarse' or dense plastic, [visually appeasing involuntary notions of safety //90's were wild like. 70s-80s skipped automobile safety almost all together // different kind of socio-pertubative dynamacy of vehicular safety regulations , environmental awareness and oversimplifying 'standards, customs, epistomological recursion of semantics altogether, "a thing", that is to say, a folkmoot]and of instantiation of circumstances leading witherto and wherein implicitly therein I choose heart.
**i dunno why the saying goes, 'the straw that broke the camel's back', when, literally, actual cannons were fired from the back of a camel. Even war of attrition style ~not very effective sieging fortress. Couldn't tell you how often, science is cruel, perhaps even more cruel than history itself.
exaptation gets wild.
and dinosaurs weren't all cold-blooded. Some had proto-fur/proto-feathers.
Breast awareness--Minimal-invasive early testing can save lives. Real-time tomography with Z-dimensional spatial awareness is a long name for a lot of groundbreaking, minimally-invasive, 'non-destructive' testing. Real-time tomography x,y, and z being the real time--just doing my part.
bonus fact: has been cultivated for over 2 millenia and was a local favorite among festivals for as long as the history goes back.
The lantern-like fruit is from Alkekengi officinarum--novel phytochemicals, similar but long separated from Calliphysalis carpenteri, from North America.
"but I don't know Jesse, what if we're not supposed to mix jazz hands and water-aerobics?".. "..but I love you baby" 🤦
..Delilah..Delilah...Delilah..
Shoebill walking in like Nick Cannon in drum line
I totally realized/remembered that after I typed it xD
Thanks. I'm not sure if it's early stage Parkinson's or of similar outcomes. And hey, thanks for the look and the positive vibes!
I can't draw a short one. Attempting to, basically breaks a chain in my fine motor coordination.
What is this, a cosplay for ants?
This is 100% exactly the reason I started. Studying for 20-30 hours straight (with breaks taken when needed) towards the end of writing my doctoral thesis that, doodling completely without thought or care or worry is the only way I could switch my brain off and then back on again...which is actually very accurate to what it does for me I just now realize. Lol
Aww thanks for taking a gander! (And I'm now aware I've never actually used that word in my life lol) Have a great night/day!
At this point of my pedagogical journey, I have enough semantic/sytaxic and metasyntax research through programming language, formal language, linguistics, metalinguistic theory , etc that I can read (most) books concerning logic, geometry or other areas of mathematics in the Romance languages I've come across :) All the work you gotta do to understand the art that is an idea behijd a logogram or symbol...is as fantastical as it is fantastically frustrating. Thanks for the smile and laugh!
...slow clap. The most truth in a few of words I have ever read in my life.
You couldn't have known 4 years ago that this would be a contagious expulsion of fluid, but here we are.
Now I can't unsee it. And also. Damn. I don't think I'm qualified for that level of depth :)
Reading; the trauma and suffering of others was a jest at first. Being almost blind in one eye twice; childhood cancer; twice. Things happen. Some things don't.
I'm well over 100,000 research hours, closer to 150,000 hours at this point (I'm 35). I don't count hours that I spent in school. I'm an autodidact, studying pedagogy as a life long etiology; I am a pure mathematics mathematician/polymath/eidetic memory/ kinaesthetic synethesia. Start with W.V. Quine, Alexander Grothendieck, Emmy Noether, Alicia Boole Stott, get the pure mathematics side of things and I promise you will marvel; the artistry that ties the world together.
Talking about temporal locality or do I gotta hold my own beer?
I like your style. :) I didn't even know what mathematics was, truly, until I was 32. Pure Mathematics is my jam. W.V. Quine, Alexander Grothendieck, Emmy Noether, Alicia Boole Stott, just to name some of my idolatry.