Jordan00

25497 pts · December 7, 2015


I offer no quarter to that which would take from me with impunity. recant of the cathartic emotional-memoization of successful post-grieving-process-of-loss-of-childhood-'things', like innocence, for example. This is draining my emotional reserves, I have just also written a large chunk of a portion of my dissertation which is purely formal at this point, I assure you; having studied, researched, written, formulated, contemplated, reformulated after excising non-individualistic character qualities that were never my own. I am 35 &at this point, I have accumulated over 100,000 hours of my life over pieces of physical paper, and when online-pedagogy came, I still had a piece of paper, or the one in my head, stochastically preparing for my fight for child advocacy at the absolute Pinnacle of humanity of what will surely be a human child and wonderful innocence that, even a single transgression is equivalent to the weakness of integrity, strength to ensure a innocent imagination of soul get swept up in the elation of spirit, of man, or perhaps, that, is what one, as one might, with compassion for what weakness used to be [, and while it still is,] considered as such;; ) future PhD holder in Pure Mathematics. Eidetic memory, kinaesthetic synesthesia, hyper-phantasia, ADHD, autistic (trauma of multisensoryMultidimensional [of social, family dynamics, etc..], multifaceted , {broken by "double-speak"} non-static, unable to be defined by volatile-rulesets/questions/strange social situations where lies were truth in some of these situations but def. def don't not speak up now that in these we do this unless this happening.. We're talking:: On the extreme side of things, after so long, inattentive mom, there were 7 near death experiences, before age 15, the first when I was four: falling out a moving car going 40-ish Mph//quanta, physics and inertia and torsion of my rear-end on that kitchen-table-booster-seat of a hard, grey, no-seatbelt, no-padding but maybe some slightly less 'coarse' or dense plastic, [visually appeasing involuntary notions of safety //90's were wild like. 70s-80s skipped automobile safety almost all together // different kind of socio-pertubative dynamacy of vehicular safety regulations , environmental awareness and oversimplifying 'standards, customs, epistomological recursion of semantics altogether, "a thing", that is to say, a folkmoot]and of instantiation of circumstances leading witherto and wherein implicitly therein I choose heart.

deep-sea sea cucumbers--Enypniastes eximia & Pelagothuria natatrix

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Science-y dump along with philosophy, art, .. random stuff I've studied the last couple months. (sorry some/most are out of order)

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If you don't have that one friend you probably are that friend.

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Stanisław Masłowski - Wschód księżyca (ol n pł 1884)

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[oc]

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Meanwhile, somewhere between pointillism and nihilism..

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You give YOUR post a title.

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This isn't nearly as creepy as you think it is if what it wasn't was, but is, what it isn't.

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Fact: I can't freehand a straight line; though, it is easier to accidentally draw one these days.

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.. here ,somewhere between nihilism and pointillism.

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radiolarian

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"chonk" is dynamical system

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"Captain Insano shows no mercy"

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optic stalk-face kinda crept up on me. Like he do.

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- doodles ft gabumon

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Few more of my drawings. Let me know what you think!

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a couple of my sketches

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A couple years ago I started doodling. And I can honestly say "art therapy" is quite humbling and beautiful. To appreciate nuance may yet be worth a life lived. "true art can only grow in the heart." -somebody, somewhere probably

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pontificatà la carte et al pure maths

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smol meme/popculture dump

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Animal-to-human-boops are ..

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HEADPHONE WARNING / Car audio home theater

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pretty kitty cat tax (photo dump)

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CPU/+Fan upgrade on 13 year old Mobo

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TLDR; 90's kid with Autism whose first language is not English about to earn PhD in Pure Mathematics. It's painful to feel like I have to say that either way, I just hoped to share the one thing I've worked 31 years for.

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header()

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OC Poetry

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self -portrait

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13 years ago I built my first computer. Waiting was worth it. I finally built my second computer! 

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'tis the season for Christmas classics!

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We did it boys. We got one. 

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Mini mergelauwe

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Hngggg

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#wordporn fresh off the press

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♫ I will never not love this ♫

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Got a new family member last night!

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tag mature?

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Canadian Trains

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My reaction enjoying these Thanksgiving posts.

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My random cat adoption. Meet Stubs.

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#wordporn fresh off the press

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This post is shocking!

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Is this thing on...?

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50% Teddy Bear

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Has your mind been fingered from down undah?

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♫Knock it off Slow Mobius♫

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♫Cat Tax♫

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ಠ‿ಠ

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LNI

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♪Just hit a button Morty!♪

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You assed fo bubbles.

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I said I got this.

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