for the most part I've been bored/depressed all my life. at this point I'm all about trying to find something I love and let it kill me. in the meantime I am all about doing what I can to enjoy my meat prison. I like all genders, but I dislike 90% of the people I meet. I've been told I'm so smart so often and in such basic situations, I think I may be some sort of mentally disabled and people just don't talk about it. emotionally and eating-wise I am a child under 10. from my perspective I feel the same as I did at 17, physically I could be that 17 year Olds father. raised by tweakers, lived in 13 states. I have 2 jobs and 1 good friend. can't choose to be alive later right? find a way to inject some joy into your life
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