1236 pts ยท October 20, 2017
If you're reading this, hi! I'm Fae (they/it) I mostly lurk, not much to see here. Artist, gamer, student, struggling with mental health and existing in a world very much not made for those like me.
I'd like to be added!
The joy with D&D is that if it's not in the base books and your DM is willing, you can do lots of weird funny stuff with flavouring and homebrew. So... yeah, if you found a DM willing to deal with how to implement that!
Definitely would love that too! I mean, yeah, but that's where the changes big enough to change the patterns but slight enough to be near insignificant to the human eye come in =P And there'd definitely be some charm to the randomness of the not having full control
Exactly! It's basically why I want to be able to shapeshift (also dysphoria but you know, got to have fun with it!) Would also be cheaper and more interesting than getting tattoos.
Honestly fuck it I love that XD now I'm imagining just like, sitting in front of a mirror changing something just a teeny tiny bit back and forth like I'm hitting a randomiser button XD
That's certainly an interesting one. Curious how that'd work when shape-shifting to human (both "default" aka back to me and to different ones)
Shapeshifting at will (the type that's basically being able to customise everything, not just go between set "designs")
Ah =P hoping it's not Covid, name's also *definitely* not Mona last I checked
Gods how I wish I could just have a mostly soundproof room... honestly just having a nice big bathtub in a well-insulated bathroom with a nice smart light would be great, but alas I do not live anywhere I can do that yet.
I absolutely would if I could... can't do earbuds or headphones due to the sensory sensitivities either >.< got to love sensory sensitivities...
Hi, love the username! Bacon is indeed almighty (also is...that a reference I'm not getting or something>.<)
#31 I'm a bit over 5'9 and in some cars it doesn't for me either. Very frustrating
That is definitely excessive I'd say. I think one shouldn't have to be completely debilitated by the pain.
I'm not sure what you mean. Period pain from cramps is completely normal. It's a muscle contracting over prolonged periods of time.
Bleeding through heavy pads in a few hours or getting anemic means you should consider seeing a doctor about birth control/medication. 2/2
It varies from person to person by how heavy your flow usually is, but how much you find on a tissue is not a cause for concern. (1/2)
It is indeed. Pretty funny and apt I'd say.
It's okay, I can see it myself too =P it's pretty darn funny indeed
Pain during/around your period is completely normal, but debilitating/excessive pain is not. Feel free to throw additional questions my way!
#2 I do this... not sure why, just want my privacy I guess. Same with my phone, it's my stuff, if I want you to see something I'll show you.
I'm always torn between this and kind of craving social contact... frustrating. (Also, love your username @OP =P)
So what is the point, when you're alone and broken, bound to never function again. What is the point when you have no voice to scream? (8/8)
Long ago. Like everyone else, they try to make me fit a mould, the mould of how their issues were, even though they don't realise. (7/)
With depression, Asperger's and ADD, but only because the healthcare people told them I do. Because I gave up on trying to tell them (6/)
Identity crisis, the suicidal thoughts... they only hear and see the words the healthcare people have told them. They know I'm dealing (5/)
Worthless and ungrateful brat... But they don't get it. No one does. They don't see the pain, the self-hate, the self-harm urges, the (4/)
It. They've caused me many panic attacks and so much guilt, and a feeling of complete loneliness, and it all makes me feel like a (3/)
They don't understand how I feel, don't get how bad it is, and honestly it feels like them trying just makes me feel worse because of (2/)
I know I should be happy my parents want to help and try their best, but overall I constantly regret telling them anything... (1/)
Not guaranteed. She might turn out like me, for example. Just quietly and dejectedly frustrated at parents.
I'd like to be added!
The joy with D&D is that if it's not in the base books and your DM is willing, you can do lots of weird funny stuff with flavouring and homebrew. So... yeah, if you found a DM willing to deal with how to implement that!
Definitely would love that too! I mean, yeah, but that's where the changes big enough to change the patterns but slight enough to be near insignificant to the human eye come in =P And there'd definitely be some charm to the randomness of the not having full control
Exactly! It's basically why I want to be able to shapeshift (also dysphoria but you know, got to have fun with it!) Would also be cheaper and more interesting than getting tattoos.
Honestly fuck it I love that XD now I'm imagining just like, sitting in front of a mirror changing something just a teeny tiny bit back and forth like I'm hitting a randomiser button XD
That's certainly an interesting one. Curious how that'd work when shape-shifting to human (both "default" aka back to me and to different ones)
Shapeshifting at will (the type that's basically being able to customise everything, not just go between set "designs")
Ah =P hoping it's not Covid, name's also *definitely* not Mona last I checked
Gods how I wish I could just have a mostly soundproof room... honestly just having a nice big bathtub in a well-insulated bathroom with a nice smart light would be great, but alas I do not live anywhere I can do that yet.
I absolutely would if I could... can't do earbuds or headphones due to the sensory sensitivities either >.< got to love sensory sensitivities...
Hi, love the username! Bacon is indeed almighty (also is...that a reference I'm not getting or something>.<)
#31 I'm a bit over 5'9 and in some cars it doesn't for me either. Very frustrating
That is definitely excessive I'd say. I think one shouldn't have to be completely debilitated by the pain.
I'm not sure what you mean. Period pain from cramps is completely normal. It's a muscle contracting over prolonged periods of time.
Bleeding through heavy pads in a few hours or getting anemic means you should consider seeing a doctor about birth control/medication. 2/2
It varies from person to person by how heavy your flow usually is, but how much you find on a tissue is not a cause for concern. (1/2)
It is indeed. Pretty funny and apt I'd say.
It's okay, I can see it myself too =P it's pretty darn funny indeed
Pain during/around your period is completely normal, but debilitating/excessive pain is not. Feel free to throw additional questions my way!
#2 I do this... not sure why, just want my privacy I guess. Same with my phone, it's my stuff, if I want you to see something I'll show you.
I'm always torn between this and kind of craving social contact... frustrating. (Also, love your username @OP =P)
So what is the point, when you're alone and broken, bound to never function again. What is the point when you have no voice to scream? (8/8)
Long ago. Like everyone else, they try to make me fit a mould, the mould of how their issues were, even though they don't realise. (7/)
With depression, Asperger's and ADD, but only because the healthcare people told them I do. Because I gave up on trying to tell them (6/)
Identity crisis, the suicidal thoughts... they only hear and see the words the healthcare people have told them. They know I'm dealing (5/)
Worthless and ungrateful brat... But they don't get it. No one does. They don't see the pain, the self-hate, the self-harm urges, the (4/)
It. They've caused me many panic attacks and so much guilt, and a feeling of complete loneliness, and it all makes me feel like a (3/)
They don't understand how I feel, don't get how bad it is, and honestly it feels like them trying just makes me feel worse because of (2/)
I know I should be happy my parents want to help and try their best, but overall I constantly regret telling them anything... (1/)
Not guaranteed. She might turn out like me, for example. Just quietly and dejectedly frustrated at parents.