Suicidal (first try at age 8) programmer (Web, Java, Android + more) looking for other feelings than sadness. Smokes the magically plant, cannabis, with joy. Loves to do drugs (not heroin or variants thereof), to fill the void of feelings. Hopes for a unified world or the death of all mankind. Either is fine.
Had a friend that bought his first car. The second he got out from the dealers place, he crashed into another car.
The Tiger Lillies - Heroin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_XhlZrL64Q
#47 5 months in that pose. darn that must be a new record
Some Goa/Psy-trance
Infected Mushroom - Arabian Nights On Mescaline
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZEnFQwZTAY
Synthetic - The Mummy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-Jt0xJwiOM
I hated my life (still do) and wanted to have at least some fun in it. It also gives me other feelings, other than eternal sadness and the urge to want to kill my self.
#35 https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/2693/0238/products/6430062920000_Ballwax_800x.png?v=1675080267
I'm currently in a group for anxious people. Some things we have learned is: 1. if you have a lot of thoughts, like when you are trying to fall asleep, then see if you can think about something else, like how you would redecorate your home, the upcoming birthday, etc. 2. Or tell the thoughts that you will deal with them later and then set a time for dealing with them, but only in the amount you feel you need to. Some might work, others not. Overall i have learned some things i can use myself.
#1 This has been used as a Thunderdome cover. Had to look it up to be sure when I saw this image.
Same show i saw him in. And he also appeared as Fargo in Warehouse 13, if you haven't seen that.
I thought he were Neil Grayston https://m.imdb.com/name/nm1156977/?ref_=tt_cl_t_4
I have finally gotten a little space from my suicidal thoughts, not having them every day. I still hate that i have them.
He were and that he was the one to be sacrificed made me a little sad
Yeah. A new galaxy with unknown alien life and wonders. Like the planet builders. It could have become a great show.
Astral Projection - Dancing Galaxy
#3 I played this when i was about 7 and found out that you just had to put your hand over the nozzle and press, then you hit everything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX8-QmQwawY
I saw it went in both directions. If i looked at something else then back at it, then sometimes it would go the other way around.
We had them when i was younger. I was so baffled seeing it the first time.
Yeah gotta admit, it did hurt quite a lot and in hindsight i shouldn't have done it. Could have gone much worse
I thought it would be cool to have piercing there...
I once pierced the skin between the thumb and index finger. Within 2-3 days the hole got very infected. Don't do that.
The worst name i have heard to date is: Talula does the hula from hawaii
Toilet girl
#30 reminded me of this dude https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4iU4sgdE2A
Untill it itself came jumping on to the table i was programing at, then layed down and let me pet her. She was a good cat
I was once living with this couple that had some cats. One specifically hated everyone, except the woman. I didn't try and talk with it, 1/2
Awesome :D