ForgetAboutThis
4500 pts ยท August 20, 2016
So I was taking a shower thinking about stuff and suddenly I realize my profile bio is really empty, now, that is mostly because when I start writing something I literally cannot stop.You are going to see an example of this if you try scrolling down.
So I thought I could add a bunch of stuff about myself instead of having just "That one guy who's got a shit computer and complains about it whenever he has the chance to do so.".By the way, that is true.
So, here goes:
I'm an edgy teenager, 16 to be more exact.
My hobbies include but are not limited to (from least to most frequent) photographing, biking, social engineering, walking long distances alone so I have some time to think about stuff gaming, math, programming.Now, I would've put gaming first but I don't have a gaming PC so it would be a lie basically.Now, something about me: I am a sudent in highschool, I study math and programming, I find math (and programming) very calming, very satisfying and overall something that I'd say 'completes' me as a person. I also like writing stuff, mainly in english, I'm obviously Romanian but after having learned english I talk to myself in it, I think in it, I write in it, all of this to improve my accent.I actually tell myself jokes and laugh out loud at them, I'm really weird, I'm sort of like an introvert, I like being lonely, but I don't actively look to stop interacting with someone else, I like observing people and learning about them because I'm sort of mischievous, this might sound a bit edgy or something but I've sort of 'deceived and used' people I didn't like in the past.I like writing fiction but I just delete it after I'm done with it(That mainly derives from reading a lot from SCP Foundation wiki).This is already getting really long but as I said I just like writing, also if people see this huge wall of text they will just not read it so my edgy and cringey behavior is well hidden in this huge pile of words(Did you guys notice I only used the letter 'z' once in this whole mess?I know right?Crazy.)I wouldn't suggest you message me as I have a really shallow/empty personality, I'm sort of weird but it looks like being weird is the norm nowadays so I'm just this guy trying his hard not to seem like he's trying to feel special and unique.By the way did I mention how I don't care about what other people think?By the way, have I mentioned about me being really good at programming and math for my age, what do you think about that?By the way, have I mentioned about me being a humble guy?No, just kidding, I actually mainly don't give a fuck, I would say I'm really arrogant, but I've become this lonely person without a personality just so I can hind my flaws and not hurt other people (I'm really easily irritated so I try my best to not displease other people)At times like this and those walks I mentioned I realize just how bad of a person I really am.(I'm actually pretty good at programming though and I've always wanted to be able to provide for myself and make my own money so I can buy a gaming PC to show my parents that programming was the right choice, so if you knew a way a 16yro like could get a 'job' online or like if you want to buy one of my shit incomplete games with square sprites because I'm shit at drawing, hit me up).I think this is already too long but as I already said, the more I write, the smaller chance anyone is ever going to read this, but it also goes backwards at some point.You know, I've got this theory that everything goes like this.Say there are 3 groups that all do the same thing, A, B and C, they are progressively better and know more about what they are doing.A and C do the same thing unkowingly, and B are struggling to find their own way, it's like a cos, cos 0 is 1, cos 1 is 0, cos 2 is 1 again, it sort of fluctuates in this weird way, so the more I write the smaller chance you read this, but at a point I've reached the smallest chance and it started going up again.By the way I am scared of the open ocean.ok, I'm hitting that point, I'm going to stop after one more sentece.I used to play the guitar.Only slightly over 4100 letters?Characters?watever. probably like 4150 now.
If you screenshot this and get it to frontpage you will make people read trough it and I think that is really cool because you just made a bunch of people read my boredom induced writing.That's strong.
BTW I'm not sure if I mentioned but I used to play the guitar but I got tired of it.I like to workout at home a lot, run/walk/bike and I like to avoid fights because that's how I've been thought.People around me and I've found out that friends too think I'm a pussy because of this and most of these kids think I'm a weak piece of shit.Please don't judge a book by it's covers, just because I like to avoid fights and I'm an introvert who prefers to go biking and listen to music while doing so instead of literally standing still on a bench with a bunch of one digit IQ fucks doesn't mean I can't knock you the fuck out, so don't go around angering the 'calm' and 'quiet' child because you're not going to like the result.
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