Times always seem to be tough, if I am not going through something difficult, then I feel I am waiting for difficulties to arrive. This doesn't make me negative just appreciative of the greatness that I have in my life. I love dark humour, find confusing plots in films engaging and feel simple story lines are how I imagine meditation to be. I like games but mainly watching my boyfriend play skyrim or wow. I like all the things that can be done at high levels and I don't have the time to achieve those levels. My girls are my greatest achievement in life. To see them happy and prosper makes any sacrifices I have made insignificant.