I feel like my world is crumbling...

Dec 14, 2018 2:04 AM

Brillypad

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I had surgery earlier this year to fix an issue I’ve had my whole life. It was supposed to last a while until my next. That was in February. I had some pretty serious complications but I pulled through.

I’m scared. This is my 3rd operation and it’s supposed to be my biggest one yet. I just turned 24 a week ago. I don’t know what to do or how to feel. I just want to cry.

I don’t care if this dies in usersub or if I used the wrong meme. I just needed to vent.
Edit: I woke up this morning and was flooded with so many encouraging replies and messages. I’ll do my best to keep you all updated after the surgery. Thank you imgur. You guys are amazing.

<3

7 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Im sorry we lost you. It was too soon. My heart goes out to your loved ones. <3

7 years ago | Likes 33 Dislikes 0

Godspeed.

7 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

I'm really sad that your husband reports your no longer with us ?

7 years ago | Likes 24 Dislikes 0

If I can live through two failed liver transplants then a third successful transplant in 10 days, you too can make it through this. \O/

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Rest In Peace, Lovely Lady.

7 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

❤️rest easy.

7 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

RIP Valhalla has gained a fighter

7 years ago | Likes 36 Dislikes 1

7 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

Rest in Peace @OP , I pray you go to heaven and live happily for eternity

7 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

Rest in peace.

7 years ago | Likes 32 Dislikes 0

R.I.P.

7 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

RIP

7 years ago | Likes 48 Dislikes 0

Rest in peace.

7 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

You deserved so much more. Im so sorry.

7 years ago | Likes 29 Dislikes 0

It is so sad reading how she felt about her upcoming surgery and now she's not with us. RIP

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

R.I.P @Brillypad, your family misses you

7 years ago | Likes 79 Dislikes 2

I just had two major heart surgeries within the last four months! You got this. It’s scary but it’s amazing what they can do nowadays

7 years ago | Likes 22 Dislikes 0

I was born with CHD and had major open heart surgery at just 7 weeks old. You’re in good hands :)

7 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

I’m so sorry you weren’t able to stay in this physical world. Prayers to your husband, your family and friends as they navigate w/ you.

7 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

I had 4 open heart surgeries and I am 21... No worries!!! It's going to be fine :)

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Here was your last post here. But im sure the local imgur in the heavens is filling with your funny pictures of cats, and memes. RIP

7 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Rest In Peace. It wasn’t your time and it’s sad to see you gone. Brought me to tears reading both posts.

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

If anyone is looking, she has passed away after going into cardiac arrest. My heart is crushed for such a bright soul and family.

7 years ago | Likes 98 Dislikes 1

No

6 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I was going to make a joke about how the "heart is crushed" phrase, but now I realise how much of an asshole I am.

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Oh damn. I didn’t even think about that. Now I feel like an incidental dick

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I’m so sorry for what has happened to you, my heart aches for your husband and family. Finally at peace dear , rest well xox

7 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 0

R.I.P 12/23/18

7 years ago | Likes 178 Dislikes 4

RIP

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

RIP

7 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

RIP

7 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

R.I.P.

7 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

You're going to be ok, be thankful you know you need the surgery and that it's actually going to happen. Not everyone gets that luxury.

7 years ago | Likes 75 Dislikes 3

She died.

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 10

^ This. I need a heart surgery myself and it's just not in the cards right now. Sending good vibes OP's way.

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Damn...

7 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

I love you babe

7 years ago | Likes 1151 Dislikes 4

Ouch.

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 1

Woah. Seeing this here really hit me. Dude. I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am. Fuck.

7 years ago | Likes 52 Dislikes 0

Sometimes life is so eternally unfair. I’m 22 and laying in bed with my gf and feel so grateful and lucky. This post reminds me of being so.

7 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 1

I'm so sorry, man.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I'm so fucking sorry for you man this is soooo fucking sad omg.

7 years ago | Likes 38 Dislikes 1

7 years ago | Likes 48 Dislikes 1

All my thoughts go to you. I am so sorry

7 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

I'm so sorry.

7 years ago | Likes 42 Dislikes 0

Stay strong brother

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I'm sorry for you loss. It's clear that she is loved, and will be remembered.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

sorry

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I know the pain is too much, if not for the all the memories of happy moments you had with her. Cherish them and she'll be with you forever.

7 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

7 years ago | Likes 18 Dislikes 0

Day by day, brother. Day by day.

7 years ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 0

I know it means nothing, but I’m thinking of you, and sending all the positivity I can muster. Stay strong, my friend.

7 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

7 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

I'm so sorry brotha.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Oh, your comment really hit me so hard. Don't think i will take anything for granted especially not my so... Im signing up for donor list.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

My heart

7 years ago | Likes 47 Dislikes 1

I can’t bring myself to make the joke.

7 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

Sorry for your loss man. Good luck

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Sorry for your loss man

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

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7 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Im sorry for your loss

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Rest In Peace ?

7 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

Wow. I am so sorry for your loss.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Stay strong. even if its the death of you. we're all here for you!

7 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Thought about you today, man. Hope you're doing OK.

6 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

I wish you all the best bro

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

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7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Who dafuq downvoted this? Hope you can find some time of peace in this dark time.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

I thought the same. Some people are are just... Weird.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I'm sorry for what happened man. It's unfair you were both dealt a shit hand but she lives on through you in the least. Everything she was

7 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

still exists even if she doesn't. You never know how many people's lives you touch by simply smiling at them.

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

We will never forget her.

7 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

Yes, you will.

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Yeah. You will. Until some dickbag uses her memory to get points. Then you'll remember her long enough to feel anger at said point whore

7 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 1

Please don't turn this into the next 'imgur said never forget this boy" point- whoring cycle.

7 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1