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So a month ago I got out of the hospital after spending over a year in-patient for a suicide attempt. I was suffering from severe depression and physical ailments that I just couldn’t handle anymore. My family and I even went so far as to seek treatment in Germany for chronic Lyme that was giving me seizures and caused me to lose my job as a dog walker and trainer. I lost my job, my house, my best friend, and then my fiancé left me while I was in the hospital. It was so much to bare but I’m glad I made it through.
This was my hospital room for over a year. Clearly I wasn’t doing well thus not really keeping the place tidy. By the time I left though, my room was spotless.
This is my service dog Matilda (I live in a group home now where I’m not allowed to be with her so she lives with my dad and I see her on weekends. Once I get an apartment she and my cats will be back with me).
Anyway, during Christmas last year I was very lonely and I decided to reach out to my friends at Imgur for help. I couldn’t believe the warm reception and support from this community...
The letters began to arrive. Over 80 of them.
So many wonderful notes, letters, and postcards. Even stickers, socks, candy, stuffed animals, etc.
Family cards
Pop up cards
Cards from all over the world
Homemade cards
Funny cards...
and a special note from my mum.
Words can’t describe how much healing this has done for me (maybe even more so than the treatment I got).
In the month since I’ve been out, I’ve started dating, driving, jobhunting, helping family, and just staying busy and putting meaning into my life.
Someone asked me if I am still receiving letters and I am. I send postcards in return whenever I can. I like spreading the love too!
Thank you all.
TL;DR: Imgurians send letters to OP in the hospital
Tax: Ophelia, my baby Bearded Dragon that I’m allowed to have at the group home!
Fp Edit: Thanks for the support. I feel humbled. I only hope my story helps others! Quick shout outs to @SchitzyShatteredShadow, @nezo, @perpetualnoize, and @SweetieTodd for just being awesome
Also, if there are any artists out there that can draw my service pup, I’ll send a postcard with a drawing in return! I miss her terribly and I’m trying to make a wall of pictures of my Matilda. PM me if you’re interested!
allyourpostarebelong2us
That is awesome. Glad you are doing better!
yourcleverusername7
Celebrating you OP!!!
codenametrixie
Little known fact; they won't let you out of the hospital until your room is clean.
LordKinboat
MrFlibbleIsVeryCross
Redford understands how awesome you are
OlderWiser
See, this is what Imgur can do when it stays away from politics.
GinAndTonicAllTheWay
Really glad you feel better!
WetDreamsDontDryFKADiscountJeffGoldblum
ayeseaturtles
Thankful that you're doing so much better, OP!!
lordFaceGuyBanditZ
As a dog walker that might need a new job due to back problems, yeah this whole thing sucks. Really proud of you for pulling yourself up :)
imdaflyingdutchman
@OP you are so loved and cherished
TheRealBigChungus
We respond because we’ve been there. There is one thing that unites us all. And that is crippling feelings of inadequacy.
SuperfluousMeh
True dat, been baker acted twice. I kno the feelz!
confuselage
Tomadzo
We’re like every other family. We’re assholes, but we’re our assholes
kernanbz
There are drs in the US that are trained the German method. Message me if you want names. I went through it myself. I feel for you.
IamNoOneToBeTrifledWith
See... this is a positive message. I like it. Good work @op. Things can get better, and people need to know that. Have an uppy.
IamNoOneToBeTrifledWith
Also... why does this only have 2 points. This should be front page for everyone to see.
MrPuckett
A personal redemption story involving the kindness of strangers on the internet. This is beautiful @OP very well done.
yuyufan43
ElbowDeepInAHorse
Glad you're still here @OP. You did a wonderful thing by sharing. <3
yuyufan43
Aw, I know you! Thanks for your kind message!
ElbowDeepInAHorse
:)
Ididntcomehereforthis
Glad you're still here @op. Keep on keepin on...
yuyufan43
Erutanmi
AKTishness
SerenePrincess013
I'm so glad you got better. If you want, I send out Christmas card every year. Want me to add you to my list? <3
yuyufan43
Yes!
SerenePrincess013
If you could DM me the address you want me to mail it to. I'll make sure yours gets sent . <3
KrillinLikeAVillan
So happy to hear you are doing better, keep it up.
yuyufan43
WetDreamsDontDryFKADiscountJeffGoldblum
I didn't help at all, but I'll take all the credit. Regardless, you can do this & we got your back.
sammalamma88
If your dog is a true service dog they are NOT allowed to refuse it! I'm getting one soon! Learning alot.....see link and get him back!.....
sammalamma88
https://www.ada.gov/regs2010/service_animal_qa.html
TheBengalKatLady
The world is better with you still in it. I’m sending you joy thru this message. Remember how much people you don’t even know care about you
steambillions
ILikeCuteGifsAndICannotLie
@Mrpluckett we got some wholesome shit here.
MrPuckett
I already claimed @MrPucket looks like Ive got to get another one to!
ILikeCuteGifsAndICannotLie
Omg. My stupid auto correct did that. I can’t believe you found me anyways. Lol
FreddyCentanni
This is the first time I have ever responded to a Imgur post...nothing is worth ending it...
SuperfluousMeh
I don't mean to sound jerky but there's more than a few everyday in usersub. I try to respond when I can. Even when i havta lie with a smile
CodeXCDM
Can't have a dog... But you can have a dragon. This place has interesting rules.
yuyufan43
It has to do with allergies
HorseMadeofGhosts
I'm glad you made it. we're all in this together fighting the same war, just a different battle. We'll keep being weird if you do it with us
yuyufan43
HorseMadeofGhosts
Yes... Yessss.. Wash me with your weird daddy
yuyufan43
ISaidSarcastically
If there’s one thing I’m happy to see you fail at, it’s a suicide attempt. But in all seriousness, glad you are doing well. Keep it up!!
ISaidSarcastically
Also your service dog is beautiful.
misterwappy
Did anyone tag @MrPuckett? This is an amazing story. Good on you @OP I wish you the best
yuyufan43
princessboombox
I posted on fb 12 things to do for somebody(me) going through depression. One was write me a card No one has done a single thing on the list
yuyufan43
I would love to send you a postcard!! Pm me :)
DropsWittyComments
It absolutely helps others. Its amazing how lonely or overwhelming human existence can be. We are all trying to find the balance. Love you.
yuyufan43
Hvanalstyne
You have the same sheets as me, and the same heart it seems, I rescue animals in disaster zones. Also have major depression! Hit me up!
yuyufan43
Hvanalstyne
Your fur baby is beautiful! How often do you get to see him/her?
yuyufan43
Maybe like once every two weeks now. Hopefully more often soon!
Hvanalstyne
Animals are the best therapy, they make for a great reason to keep going