There's a difference in being alone and being lonely

Feb 2, 2015 2:45 PM

nerddowell

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I know most of Imgur hates sob stories and this isn't one I promise...not a real sob story anyway. I just feel like i'm in rut that i'll never get out of. I live in New York City and I work a menial job in the field I hope to one day flourish in and advance to something greater where I don't feel like a glorified craft service girl. It also doesn't help that i'm single, a 24 year old virgin (which is most likely the reason most guys are just not interested), and all my parents ever tell me is that i'm not an adult let alone a woman because I don't like "womanly" things. I love comics, and awful cartoons, science fiction, television, I can quote more movies than I can even name and yet I'm starting to think that's the source of my problem. All my friends here are either broke or displaced and I feel awkward socially most of the time to even try and make new ones unless booze or weed is involved. So today i'm planning a pity party just for myself and getting this all out because i'm tired. Really fucking tired of being in this rut. I remember being a kid and wanting nothing more than to be an adult now I just want to go back.

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I agree with the nick guy. You totally described yourself as a great fun girl, for any relationship or friendship

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Personally when I was in a rut... I started running. It made me feel great inside and out. Maybe try

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Torn meniscus and an ACL tear from 8 years of rugby. I try to run when I can but since I never had the surgery it's a pain

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Tbh, I always try and not be friends with people who quote a ton of movies. I feel like they don't live in the real world.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I don't necessarily quote them in conversation but if a topic of a movie of tv show comes up then i'm readily prepared. That's all. :)

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Em, well, good luck OP.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Thank you I suppose :)

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Can I come to the pity party? I'm right across the river in Jersey. I can bring homemade cookies.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

You bring the cookies, i'll supply the netflix and booze lol

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Do you ever quote movies so much that when you say an original joke people ask "what's that from?" and you have to say "me!"?

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Not to that degree lol

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

So who lives in or near NYC and is willing to step up to the plate and end OP's 24 years of virginity. No hit and quit allowed for virgins.

11 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 1

I am, is OP into ladies too?

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

You'll have to do your own research, but if you do, you owe her nice treatment.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

I'm unfortunately straight (got two gay dads though as a side note) but I love making friends regardless :)

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Prepare your inbox. You just described yourself as the dreamgirl for a hefty portion of this site lol.

11 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

Yea to bad they dont exists in the outernet. All I get lately is"wait Elvish is a real language?"when guys see my tattoo & I have to explain

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Yea... I think generally the type of person who is that deep into "nerdy" stuff is the kind of person more content to stay home on a friday

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

& it sucks cuz I'm way deep into nerdy stuff but I'm still very sociable. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ guess I'm destined to be forever alone.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Catch a nerdy guy on the internet and drag him kicking and screaming to the outernet lol You won't catch a fish in the desert ya know :P

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I know a few women who would go gay for someone like her. Let alone a guy.

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

Well If you know any in NYC lol let me know

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Not that i'm whoring myself out, I just realized how awful that last comment sounded lol

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Not at all! I think its awesome you can find humor in a situation. I'm right where you're at and ive made a couple of those jokes myself :D

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Well i'm glad i'm not the only one in this kayak lol

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

So when I moved to London I felt pretty alone and decided to

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Give online dating ago. It's alot of fun and I made 2 really good friends off it as well as a boyfriend.

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I have tried online dating sites and I don't have high standards but people who wrote me were (1/2)

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

awful and I felt like everyone was looking for sex only (2/2)

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

There are a lot of twats on there but I just kept going with it in the back ground. some guys on there are nice. Just really awkward

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Maybe i'll give it another go

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

What are you most interested in at the moment? A romantic relationship or friendship? Have you heard of meetup? Great way to meet new peeps

11 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

I tried meetup didn't really find a group to join in on and the ones that I do were mixers and were filled with guys looking for the sex lol

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Guys looking for sex?! Never!! Lol but yea in all seriousness I can't say that's a shocker. Oh well

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

At the moment i'm just looking for someone to talk to whether it's romantic or not, someone who I can be myself around and not feel awakward

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Hmmm, I'm gonna guess that you'll feel awkward around anyone till ya get to know them better. Have you met anyone that you thought was cool?

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

yes and the second I get close to that person (romantically) and it comes time to say something I clam up and basically make a run for it

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Hmm You understand one of your biggest problems so you have that going for you. Would you say yer ready for a romantic/physical relationship

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Yup just waiting for the man in the blue box...or just some guy that likes me for me and vice versa

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

+1 for skins

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

But only UK Skins...and only original cast (IMO at least)

11 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Yeah the first cast of skins will always be the best to me also, i didn't know there was other country's doing skins

11 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

The U.S tried and failed as usual with Brit adaptations. It was so bad and the gender-bended and just destroyed everything that was skins.

11 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

ah i see, i wont bother even looking for a torrent so

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