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9 years free from an opiate addiction!
It’s been 9 years and I am so grateful. I was addicted for almost 6 years. I got very sick at 14 and had debilitating pain. The doctors prescribed me heavy duty opiate pain killers. They helped, but I got addicted. It spiraled out of control. At rock bottom I prayed a desperate prayer, expecting nothing to happen. But my life changed drastically after and I have been clean for 9 years now. I’m not here to preach, everyone has their own beliefs.
(But if you do want to know more about my story, feel free to reach out. I’m an open book!)
What I do want to do, though, is encourage people to not give up hope. It may be cliche, bur I want people to know that no matter how deep into addiction (whether it’s drugs, alcohol, gambling, etc) you or someone you may know may be, there is always the possibility for a change and for getting better.
If you are addicted, ask for help. It’s going to be damn hard. But you truly can do it. You are worth it.
And for others, please remember that even in the depths of addiction, people still have worth and value, so treat them with compassion and kindness. Usually people with an addiction are suffering from physical pain, mental illness or trauma and are just trying to self medicate and/or cope to make it through. A little bit of compassion goes a long way and might make the difference that person needs.
If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction or in a dark time, please feel free to message me. I can support you, give you resources, or just listen.
For those of you in recovery, I’d love to hear your stories and hear how long you’ve been clean/sober. Keep on fighting my friends!
-Keaton
A55TRICKY
Almost 9 here too.
randomgentleman
radams52466
Congratulations. 6 years.
AchooFuckYou
You can see the return of the soul through the eyes
KeatonEsCreations
You’re so right. I was dead inside and wanted to die. I have a reason to live now and hope. I’m so glad it’s visible!
QueenGQuilts
The world is better with you in it. Celebrate your life! Love your story!
BigCityBoyyy
Just celebrated 3 years clean on April 1st, April Fool's Day. There couldn't be a more appropriate day.
benburckhardt
hahaha that’s a great day to celebrate it. Congrats on your success, and I wish you all the best.
tewalker11
Great work getting clean. You are a success story. Thanks for reminding us it can happen. You beat heavy odds.
ShawnS0l0
Im about 8 years off h, way to go @op!
benburckhardt
Good on ya. Keep up the work I know it’s not easy
xVDRx
Clean and sober from cocaine addiction and alcohol abuse for almost 3 years. The birth of my son was my smack in the nuts to clean up.
film888master9
Good for you! I just got 18 months after 25 years of being the “party guy”. Asking for help went against everything I was taught but needed
KeatonEsCreations
That’s fantastic! Congratulations! Asking for help is the hardest part I think. Keep pushing forward, my friend. It’s so worth it!
mozza1983
I've asked for help a few times. Gets laughed off. High functioning alcoholic.
KeatonEsCreations
I’m so sorry. Sometimes asking for help means going to treatment and asking the pros for help.
thomn8r
54 years clean here
benburckhardt
Awesome! Very inspiring to those that are only just beginning
Because12345
Congratulations! I've got almost 7 years off the stuff now. So grateful to be alive! I'm in Phoenix, you?
benburckhardt
Hey that’s awesome. Congrats and I wish you all the best.
AdmittedIHadAProblem
Clean and sober for 6 years 4 months and 24 days!
benburckhardt
Fuck yeah! Rock on
Mapletusk
The first pic is just a picture of Avril Lavinge
malfunctionm1ke
brainwipe
Well done and keep up the good work!
KeatonEsCreations
Thanks so much! I’m trying to every day!
TheGreatAndUndeniableDoosher
Wow, I wish my transformation after addiction was that amazing. So happy for you! I'm just over my 5th year.
rostit
Your transformation is that amazing. You are not using and you are not dead. Don't discount your own accomplishments as they are your own.
benburckhardt
It is. How you wear it might no be, but your recovery is amazing. All the best as you continue to work on it.
ButterworthToast
Congratulations, I know that must have been a feat of will power. You look really happy now dude!
KeatonEsCreations
Thank you!! I can’t take all the credit (like I said, radical answer to prayer!) but it’s still a fight each day!
KeatonEsCreations
And I am so much happier!! I’m in more pain now but happier, which I’ll take over pain free but miserable any day!
ButterworthToast
Well I'm sorry for the pain, I hope you have friends or family you can lean on for support when needed. Take pride in your accomplishment :)
DIINKELBERG
Gurl! You are GLOWING!
Howdoienablecookies
Now I see why the term is 'clean' !
KeatonEsCreations
I was a HOT MESS lol! No doubt!
ibrokemyselflmao
And now you're the HOTNESS!. sorry, couldn't help myself. Ya look good though. Happiness in your eyes. Congrats on staying clean for so long
KeatonEsCreations
Haha thank you so much!
DAVID574
Thats great, I lost my 34yo son to it....keep strong
benburckhardt
I hope some days you smile still, and that you have healthy distractions for the days in between.
KeatonEsCreations
I’m so sorry. It has taken so many- too many lives. My heart goes out to you and thank you.
DAVID574
Thank you
Seethreepeeoh
I'm very sorry for your loss.
DAVID574
Thank you
FeloniousMonk13
clean bout 12 yrs now myself... seems like another lifetime. took a few years at the clinic. good on you tho! keep it up friend.
benburckhardt
Good on you. Keep it up. Every day we are rooting for you.
Kevinbfree
I've got 9 years clean myself, congratulations!
KeatonEsCreations
That’s so awesome, congrats! IDK why someone downvoted you, I guess someone doesn’t like to see us succeed. Keep up the hard work my friend!
BanGurHeaD
Some hater dv congratulations to both of you
aloysiuscentauri
July 30, 2012
simplynottrying
Bless you both!!!
Johnsky
We need to end the pushing of opiates. Most of the time it's completely un-necessary. I've been prescribed opiates 3 times, never took them.
KeatonEsCreations
They’ve cracked down a LOT. Unfortunately, this also hurts people with chronic pain who really do need them. It’s a catch 22.
MoreAshyThanLarry
Yes, I need them from time to time and my Dr. treats me like a junkie.
NotaCPA
that's great, I feel like I'm about to lose a friend to addiction and it just feels like I'm being used. I just paid off her dealer 2)
KeatonEsCreations
Unfortunately, addiction can make even the nicest people into selfish manipulators. Tough love and boundaries is often needed. Good luck!
rostit
you are enabling her. you probably didn't even pay off anyone. Just paid up instead.
shimmerkitten
Um. I'm sorry but you are. Friends that are addicts don't want to be but are users. (depending how far down they are)
lifeisadadjoke
"Addiction is the only disease you get yelled at for having." - believe it was Norm MacDonald that said that. I'm over 10 years sober.
AngryQueefNoises
Don't forget obesity
Nefari
ADHD gets you yelled at and plenty. Congrats of the 10 years!
lifeisadadjoke
My untreated ADHD was a factor in my addiction. Dealt with that too...made living life on life's terms so much easier.
Nefari
I think it's wildly underestimated how many addicts are self medicating. The right treatment can change lives.
lifeisadadjoke
I agree - certainly did for me.
adirmugrabi
You're not yelled at for having, but for not fixing it. Many people yelled at my mom for using B.S oils to try and cure her cancer.
GoodNewsCigaretteJuice
Did she recover? Mum just been diagnosed with uncurable but treatable cancer
adirmugrabi
Yes but the damage was done. We managed to convince her by using emotional blackmail.We claimed to never see her again unless she sees a doc
JumpedInACreek4aBurrito
Best of luck to you and your mum. Hope she gets better soon.
GoodNewsCigaretteJuice
thank you kind stranger ?
KikiKaito
Cannabinoids and medicinal mushrooms are some non BS complimentary therapies I’d recommend alongside regular treatment. It’s helping my mum
GoodNewsCigaretteJuice
For sure gonna try some alternative psych therapies
GoodNewsCigaretteJuice
Thank you for spending time to talk about it ?
KayyEss
Thanks for sharing. Who did you ask and how? I can't even bring myself to telling my boyfriend, although he surely already knows.
rostit
talk to a suboxone doctor. Therapy is a big part of it. Your BF knows I am sure.
KeatonEsCreations
2/ and I explained how bad the addiction had gotten. I don’t think there’s an easy way to do it. But it’s sure a weight off when you do.
KayyEss
Thanks. Yeah, I guess it's the best way to take off a load of the stress if it works out.
KeatonEsCreations
Great question! It was so hard but I went to my mom and just said, “I… think I need to go to treatment.” That opened the door to a convo
Sorrymyfault
you got a doggo? best choice ever
DaSebbi
Idk I feel like maybe you should sort yourself out before bringing another life into the mix
KeatonEsCreations
She’s not my dog, but I do have two of my own! That’s my best friend’s dog. We spend our time playing with her instead of doing drugs now!
aintnothinbutahounddog28
So much more rewarding! Drugs don't give a fuck what your do with them, but to bring joy to a doggo with just your attention is the bestest!
dirtybarnacles
Yes!
Sorrymyfault
best choice ever!
asianmilkspray
Drugs to Dogs.
3654798521
I learned you can't help those that don't want help.. Had a friend, Last I spoke with her, she asked if I helped her out with a few $$ 1/2
3654798521
She would repay me in many different ways. Needless to say, I don't speak with her anymore.. my hear breaks for her kid... :-(
KeatonEsCreations
It’s true. People won’t accept help until they’re ready. But, you can continue to offer her help getting to rehab and you can pray for her!
3654798521
She knows I’m there if she needs it & do wish her best. Makes me happy knowing someone survived the dark clasp drugs can have! I’m Happy4u
CT1space3DX
I hope you celebrate the date you quit every year. If you don't know the exact date, make one up and stick with it. Do something fun/nice
rickjames254
doUwipe
I try my best to not look back at that part of my life at all, I want to keep moving forward and forget that whole dark chapter of my 1/
doUwipe
My life. Why I never understood NA
Because12345
That's a cool idea. Sober birthday party!
ShutUpPam
Something fun like buprenorphine?
pareidoliaperson
Yeah not cool man not cool! I didn't want to make that joke at all as I was reading the comment! Not one thought popped in my head! Ugh!
Lee1604
Shut up Pam..
ICheckUsernameAndSuch
Not fucking cool, homie
KeatonEsCreations
I do- today! :) I spend it with my son, who gives me reason to get out of bed each day and stay clean!
luxter7
Everyday is a celebration! Every night I get thanks that I’m sober.
CT1space3DX
Excellent. My wife and I celebrate March 5 every year with a homemade Italian dinner and a fine bottle of wine. We've done it a lot.
KeatonEsCreations
I’m guessing alcohol was NOT the drug of choice then lol!
CT1space3DX
No. It was actually a 2+ pack a day cigarette addiction.
pygmypufftrampstamp
I never thought of having an annual celebration for quitting nicotine, but maybe I should! 7 years free of cigarettes as of end of March.
lucyblues
The most apt definition I’ve heard for addiction, is that it’s ritualized compulsive comfort seeking. We definitely need more compassion :)
alkatraz15
survivor party :)
Melonfish
Prescribed opiates at 14. America really did win the war on drugs.
yakbutter
It's really not good, but I wonder what the options are if simple analgesia (nsaids, paracetamol) don't work - there isn't much choice then!
AngryQueefNoises
There is no relief because they gave opioids to all the ppl who didn't need them so ppl w real pain now can't get them. I can't get them.
mydailydoseofantidepressantsisyourbooty
As someone in medicine, there are a lot of options. Some people get relief from alternative therapy but insurance doesn’t usually cover (1)
mydailydoseofantidepressantsisyourbooty
That so it’s often off the table. Localized nerve blocks can help depending on the type of pain. Mixed opioid agonists can often treat (2)
mydailydoseofantidepressantsisyourbooty
Pain without as much side effects and often with lower addictive properties. There’s also low dose opioids although those aren’t usually (3)
mydailydoseofantidepressantsisyourbooty
Ideal because chronic usage usually leads to tolerance. I’m not a pain specialists so those are the basics I learned in school. I’m sure (4)