On a RollerCoaster that only goes up, my friend.

After about two and half years I'm happy. It's waking up with a smile. It's being grateful. It's being able to sleep. It is actually caring about myself. It's me bettering myself. It's looking forward to the next day. It's actually finding joy in life again. I don't care who this makes it to or even if you downvote me because nothing can stop the way I feel right now. After two and a half years I'm happy I'm alive. First time I've meant that in a long time. And all she did was smile.

I wrote this to get it off my chest. Ive been dying to tell someone for a week now. To be honest I have no close friends who would care about how I feel but I had to tell someone because I can't help but be happy. So I figured who else to share it with then random people on the Internet.

Sometimes life gets hard and just know you are not alone. You just have to wait and see. It gets better. I promise.

This number has always been there for me and I hope you use it when you need to. I will also be here if you need someone to listen to.

Suicide Prevention Hotline
1-800-273-8255