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Been fighting depression since
I was 13. Actually tried suicide.
The bullet disappeared into thin air.
Still don't know how, or why.
Jesus, Elmo, get down from there!
Now I'm 52, have CML.
Live with my 72yo Mom.
Take care of her best I can.
But Hell, those thoughts return. Often.
fulham
#1 is nice
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DC1123
You should talk with a doctor. It can be hard to feel like you have time when you are a caregiver but you have to
ChrisThrasher
I wonder why depression is not taken seriously in the working world.
jonnymarbles
Smoke weed
DrRad
#5 is for drinking.
75centslurpee
The strange thing is I like these depressing things. It makes me feel like I'm not as alone as I really am.
Salvion
2 depression dumps in less than 5 clicks. It's a sign.
50CALWAFFLE
As always if anyone needs to talk DM me i'm available 24/7
crunchyness
I’ve definitely been there. Ive attempted 3 times and I’m only 29. Your mother is lucky to have you, OP
LurkerPro66
Thanks, and I send you peace for your heart... ❤️
jennym123
You OK OP?
LurkerPro66
Thank you for asking, I guess I'm okay now. I had a good sleep. I feel better. ?
DoctorFuz
LurkerPro66
Thanks Doc.
HuntressofKent
Hang in there, man. Life is rough, caregiving is a challenge, focus on the good. Think of how many moms don't have a son like YOU. <-- HERO!
pastaholic74
For real: Elder care is difficult under the best circumstances. If you can handle it, support groups can do wonders.
tiicoduzit
I worked as a CNA for over a year for elderly people. Its tough I’ve been punched told I’m nothing and beat down. But i grew attached. 1/2
tiicoduzit
They tell you not too but seeing the same people over and over again with fucked up issues sucks. I really liked them.
RunDevilRun007
I'm 25 and have attempted suicide many times. Still contemplate it daily. I feel ya.
Err0x
Stay strong brother. There's always people in this world who cares about you.
DaisyfromDownunder
Being crazy these days is the new normal.
drowsiestagate
Caring for one another - it's the reason we are here. Good for you looking after your mom. Look for support groups, for caregivers & CML
LurkerPro66
I will, I just didn't know that I needed it. I was trying to be strong...
Volucris0814
What is CMI
ICreatedU
Cum mouth in
StyleKox
Oof bud bad taste
COEPLeader
I'm here for you! You are amazing and I'm proud of you. You are an amazing son!!
LurkerPro66
Thank you.
COEPLeader
Love you!
TheFashion
#1 it’s time to stop pretending that men shouldn’t be strong. The Gillette commercial is a stupid fucking farce.
aleister94
You're being part of the problem right now you turds
TheFashion
Black people were also wrongly taught that rap culture is ok, but you won’t hear a thing about that.
Jigxer
The bullet disappeared?
LurkerPro66
Yeah I'm not even kidding. It was probably 6in away from my face, I heard the boom, and then nothing.
LurkerPro66
I was still there but the bullet was not even in the ceiling like there was no sign of it anywhere. I guess an angel grabbed it.
lulzbucket
I lost all my friends when I quit heroin. They remained on heroin. We were friends before heroin. 5 years later. Made a couple new friends.
lulzbucket
I have money. Food. I feel good. I do feel men dont have anyone to turn to sometimes. Therapists have said that men have broke down into tea
lulzbucket
Tears at the question "are you ok, how do you feel" simply because no had ever asked. Be kind to your men. We try to be a rock. But r human.
TheWhiteWolfofWallstreet
Why did Shia Labeouf lose all hope?
whyyesthankyou
Because his "He will not divide us" project, divided his brain from his ego...yet again.
filben7
He is a raging alcoholic.
Docholidayistheman
When he was divided
Strostkovy
I got a christmas card from a russian guy I bought stuff from and it has been the highlight of the past two months.
mybrothersmario
I got a card saying "you matter" from someone I bought an ancient mew card from on eBay, made my day really.
kneedeepinyouremergency
Please say you sent one in return
ForkOffPlease
rayeofsunshine
Had coffee with a friend recently. He started with depression in his teens. Finally found medication which works for him in his 50s. He 1/2
rayeofsunshine
Has occasional bad days but has been free of depression for 20 years now. His advice, try duff medication till you get the right one for you
BullfrogStormcroak
CanuckleheadCan
Meds and counsellors/therapists are like shoes. Keep trying them until you find the one that fits.
erestun
I got kicked out of mental hospital. top that you mofos...
FoxFyre
Too much sanity?
erestun
in order to treat BPD I needed a 24/7 available sponsor. I don't have anyone. No sponsor - no treatment
Jackk92
BiPolar Disorder or Borderline Personality Disorder?
erestun
latter one
Jackk92
My ex had that... extremely difficult disorder. I hope you can find treatment soon.
FoxFyre
I’m sorry to hear that. This is the sort of thing that aggravates me with our medical systems. Don’t have help? Then you can’t have help.
xUnrealRealityx
I’m sorry to hear about your troubles, but I’m glad you’re still here.
xUnrealRealityx
I’ve struggled with depression myself ever since I was diagnosed with brain cancer at age 15. That was ten years ago.
xUnrealRealityx
I’ve never seriously considered suicide myself, but easily could’ve been in the same boat as you, ready to end it all.
xUnrealRealityx
I’m still here, though. And officially cancer free. Sometimes it’s hard, but I always try to think of how thankful I am for what I have.
xUnrealRealityx
Good family, good friends, and good health, relatively speaking, of course.
xUnrealRealityx
One doesn’t exactly have a brain tumor the size of a lime surgically removed, radiation treatment , and chemotherapy with no consequences.