Weight loss progress. $%^& you fat.

The way I used to look a few years ago.

Same cat in my lap before my stomach touched that steering wheel.

My drinking journey to my morbid obesity.

a few years later

After a REALLY bad break up with "that one and true love" shortly after turning 21. I began drinking heavily, without being medicated for that bi-polar crap. And what else is open at 2 am when all the drinking is done, but fatty food delivery services.

Last photo before critical mass

This is the last photo that was taken of me before I maxed out at 350 pounds. I obviously hid from any camera since then.

I killed myself

Fed up with life, I saw no other direction and I realized I was a worthless husk, a waste of life. I'm not smart, I have no self confidence, I am self defeating and there is no changing back from it, "good luck drunk, it runs in the family" I decided to commit suicide........ I grabbed all the leftover oxycoton I had from a previous back injury and wisdom tooth removal, grabbed a bunch of Four Lokos and vodka. I sat down and took it all in while playing TF2 (back when it was popular) I'm pretty sure I spoke my last words during a match and no one noticed.

Felt great

Mom found me slumped over in my seat and had to tell the medics they will need more people to carry me. Doctors told me I technically died for about a minute and as half. AND BY THE WAY. For you religious people, there is nothing that happens when you die! Picture that lost time when you go to sleep and wake up and you can't remember it. That's it.

recovery

I somehow paralyzed my left shoulder with the combination of the opioids and the position I was found slumped over in. After some time in THAT hospital I went to physical therapy and after a few months I regained control. Some months after that I somehow got a DUI while sitting in my car in my own driveway. Some ruckus occurred and I went to jail for a couple days. I swore after that I was done with alcohol.

That damn treadmill/ elliptical burns my nips

I'd say this was about 5 months after I lost he first 30 pounds just walking. (WALK EVERYWHERE WHEN YOU HAVE THE CHANCE)

gotta say that lighting makes it look better

A selfie. Blow me.

Footsies

A little bit of yo-yoing later, this is my current standings.

Goooooooooooooooo

I have a long way to go to recover from what I did to my body. But god damn it walk with me. Walk, that's all it takes to get started.

FP edit: Neato gang! Never been here before. Send information about Boston, MA. I plan to move up there in the future. Or boobs, boobs are nice. Man, I need to get back in the dating world.