Heywood

Oct 28, 2023 10:38 PM

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"It has taken me decades to be ready to tell this story," writes HuffPost guest writer Suzanne Heywood. "Until I reached the safety of adulthood and created my own family, I wasn't able to confront my parents' story about my past. In their telling, I was 'privileged.' After all, I grew up on a beautiful boat called Wavewalker, sailing around the world."

"Of course I knew their story wasn't true," Heywood continues. "Although I had grown up on Wavewalker from the age of 7 for almost a decade, I was trapped there - unable to go to school or have friends. While my brother was allowed to help out on deck, I was expected to cook and clean down below for hours each day."

People don't realize how hard living on a boat is especially when you never chose to be there.

2 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 0

Sounds like prison.

2 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 0

Like being in prison, with a chance of drowning

2 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

And don’t discount the possibility that her memory is a little jaded.. She may not have liked the boat, but lots of kids aren’t crazy about home, farm, treehouse, whatever…

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

so basically her parents kept her as a ship slave and pretend she was privileged because of it?

2 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 1

Not to this extreme, but like my father. Sure, he always went on about how he wanted us (myself and my brother) to 'do business' with him. But in practice we were menial workers because there was a never ending stream of work to do that he never acknowledged as 'work' because to him work was doing business. But without that 'useless' work everything he had would crumble without maintenance being done.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Kids need social interaction to develop their social skills

2 years ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 0

I read that piece some months ago. It was heartbreaking to read of her neglect and abuse

2 years ago | Likes 202 Dislikes 0

Growing up in a Chinese restaurant. This gives me PTSD

2 years ago | Likes 28 Dislikes 0

I went to a Chinese restaurant and I was horrified to see kids bussing tables. I didn’t know if I was reading too much into it but I never went back there.

2 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

A gilded cage is still a cage.

2 years ago | Likes 48 Dislikes 1

Also, her narrative is not just "blonde had tough childhood". She has a BA from Oxford and a PhD from some other place, is a captain of industry and was married to the late Sir Jeremy Heywood who was the UK's Cabinet Secretary (the top Civil Servant), who was as brilliant as her.

2 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

And, before you say it, I'm not writing "she was important because of her husband"; she is an outstanding person in her own right, but as it happens, she was also married to someone significant (about whom she wrote a biography), which might be interesting to some people.

2 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

whats with all the weird text? wasn't? is this a bot account copy and pasting somthing?

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

That's your browser screwing up. It shows right on my pc. Those &# codes are html codes for punctuation marks and special charcters.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I grew up in the hills of arkansas, dozens of miles away from the nearest town. No schooling. No friends. It was my parent's dream come true, and I understand that. But for me and my sister, it completely fucked us up in ways that I'm still struggling to come to terms with, even over a decade after moving out.

2 years ago | Likes 25 Dislikes 0

Parents who see privilege as “you have food and a roof over your head” tend to fuck up their kids for life. Source: a man whose parents saw the bare minimum as privilege with decency, love, and respect as conditional.

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

What, no link for the lazy? It's me, I'm the lazy

2 years ago | Likes 46 Dislikes 2

There's a reason that in the age of sail, the British Navy had to cruise bars in port towns, and beat the drunks into unconsciousness, drag them onto the ships, forge their X on enlistment papers, and get the ship out to sea before telling them they'd signed on as crew and would be shot as deserters if they left. Apparently, she got a real taste of that life. "He shook his head and peered at my biscuit. “Oh, don’t worry about those: they’re only weevils. Tap it sharply on the table, and (1/2)

2 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 1

most of them will fall out and crawl away. The rest will give you useful protein.” (2/2)

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Her life is inspirational. The fact she struggled through awful treatment and isolation but managed to educate herself and get into Oxford university, escape her parents and live a life worth living is an incredible feat. Many would just completely break down and accept things for how they are instead of striving for something better.

2 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 3

I don't find it "inspirational" I find it heartbreaking. Someone so intelligent and strong having to fight for every scrap of decency from her parents is not inspirational it's depressing. Yes many other people would not have made as much of their lives in this situation but that only makes it sadder. I hate people calling survivors of abuse inspiring it diminishes the damage, pain and horror that happened. "Look if she can do it ANYONE CAN" 🙄

2 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 1

Can it not be both? Her childhood is heart-breaking, but her character is inspiring. I'm not dismissing her pain or failing to see how tragic her life was. She is an abuse victim who survived, escaped and managed to do something with her life. In the eyes of someone who was abused who cannot see a future for themselves what do you think hearing a story like this does for them? It would inspire them and give them hope for the future like it has done for me.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Maybe but personally it only made me feel more inadequate and horrible. Seeing "inspirational" stories about people able to work their way out of an abusive situation only made me feel horrible that I couldn't do the same. If they can do it then why can't I? They went through so much worse (according to my abuser) so I wondered what's wrong with me that I can't get out. Maybe I deserve to deal with it because I'm not as good/strong/intelligent. See what I mean?

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

I understand what you mean. I too struggle with circumstances less than severe than hers. It doesn't make me feel good about my life and where I am currently at. Its very easy to compare our lives to others and feel bad about it. But at the same time it at least makes me feel like I have more options than I thought I had. We both need to refuse to accept this treatment and strive for better some how like she did or things will never change. But yeah like you said, easier said than done.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

They would have had to make port at some points, you can only live off fish for so long. I would have taken that opportunity to run.

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Heywood, Djagetme Arescue

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

When you're just trapped on a boat you can't really go anywhere....because of the implication.

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

"That sounds like the adventure of a lifetime!" -people who never have to cook or clean and would get bored after an hour on a boat.

2 years ago | Likes 904 Dislikes 3

The difference between adventure and hell can be one of simple consent.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I like to cook, and I don't even hate my family and this sounds like a fucking nightmare. After 10+ years it would be hard to imagine even wanting to ever hear their names again. Fuck ALL of that bullshit

2 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 0

Hang around a marina or two and eventually you’ll run into a boat kid. Growing up on a sailboat without socializing with their peers can leave a kid a little weird. Imagine an 8yr old with all the mannerisms and personality of a thirty year old.

2 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

It is the adventure of a lifetime. That just doesn't guarantee it's a good adventure.

2 years ago | Likes 109 Dislikes 1

2 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 0

It would have taken me less than an hour to try and sink the boat in boredom

2 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

I have a moderate thalassophobia. This sounds pretty close to a literal hell for me.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Also: people who were never enslaved by their parents as a child.

2 years ago | Likes 38 Dislikes 1

I can't decide if it sounds more terrifying or boring.. that's not a juxtaposition that comes up a lot, but it fits here.

2 years ago | Likes 45 Dislikes 1

Probably incredibly boring, punctuated by short bursts of terrifying. The worst of both worlds.

2 years ago | Likes 23 Dislikes 1

Yyy

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

More than either of those, it was probably just brutally lonely.

2 years ago | Likes 29 Dislikes 0

With the current van life trend, we are definitely going to see a lot more stories like these in the future.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

i am willing to suffer sailing around the world, even have a partner suffer with me, but not a kid.

2 years ago | Likes 265 Dislikes 4

These people did it with 2 children.

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

The difference is you're willing and have a choice

2 years ago | Likes 57 Dislikes 10

I think their point was that they, as a consenting adult and with a consenting partner, would be willing to do this, but not make that choice for a child, which I think we can all agree on.

2 years ago | Likes 34 Dislikes 1

You can work for a cruise company.

2 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 3

Nah, 10s the minimum age.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 2

I dont think wargames is 10...

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

I do random nonsense, but I do it alone ... I just assume no one I know would want to join me ...

2 years ago | Likes 31 Dislikes 1

It's those who enthusiastically join you and continue to ask for more that you end up spending your life with.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Ooohh, what kind of random nonsense?

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

The next piece of random nonsense I want to do is pack a load of food in a rucksack, spend a few days hiking out to an off-the-beaten-track glacier that is melting away from climate change, find a particularly large boulder that no human has ever touched, and stand on it.

2 years ago | Likes 9 Dislikes 0

That is a nice boulder

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Can I come? Pack it in pack it out?

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

The difference is always consent. Anyone who'd consent to this as an adult, no matter if you find it funny or boring, no problem. A child can never give that consent as they are dependent on adults to survive.

2 years ago | Likes 63 Dislikes 2

They could find a place for the child to stay where it's being cared for, though that is probably still not a good solution. Being left with your grandparents or something for a decade because your dad wants to sail the world, might cause some psychologic issues. In any case, a kid is not capable of truly understading what they're consenting to and the consequences of that. Like completely missing out on learning to socialise in a normal school.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Children aren't children to rich people... they're pets.

2 years ago | Likes 271 Dislikes 23

Or accessories.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

You really don't have to be THAT rich to do what they did. Especially if you have some mechanical aptitude.

2 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 0

I mean you can leave off the rich people, you will find people at all income levels that see their kids as toys.

2 years ago | Likes 87 Dislikes 1

A lot of people in general believe that kids are their property

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I think it's specifically narcissism rather than money itself. But having money tends to breed narcissism so

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

I really don't think this is limited to rich people.

2 years ago | Likes 21 Dislikes 0

Or in Elon's case "MoRe cOpiEs oF mY gEnIuS DNA!"

2 years ago | Likes 46 Dislikes 3

2 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 1

You forgot the word "some." To some rich people. These kinds of generalizations are ignorant bullshit no matter who the target is.

2 years ago | Likes 35 Dislikes 6

oh no, those poor rich people. how ever will they cope. how will they get thier side heard? I should really think about when I'll be rich in the future and not critisize them for their inhumanity

2 years ago | Likes 7 Dislikes 9

Do welfare moms next

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 2

edgy

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 2

The same principle applies. Lazy stereotypes are lazy.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 1

To be rich, you must first be a sociopath who doesn't care for the lives of others.

2 years ago | Likes 19 Dislikes 11

What if you make successful business which doesn't negatively impact others? Or what about inheritance or winning lottery?

2 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 4

There's a big difference between being rich and being a billionaire. I could buy a sailboat and sail around the world but I didn't achieve that by exploiting anyone. Up until I was 41 the highest salary I had ever made was 17$/hour and now at 45 make 6 figures. I still have the same apartment, same clothes, same habits and don't own a car so I save like 50% of my income. A sailboat is like 30k and operating it for a year would be another 30k. We are far from the rich sociopath.

2 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 6

Numbers don't deterimine sociopathy, but the higher they are, the more likely it gets.

2 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

Breh you are firmly middle class lol

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

That's my point. Lately a lot of people on imgur seem to put anybody who has more money than them in the "rich" category. People think that making 100k/year is rich

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Rich is a purely subjective term though. Trying to put objective numbers on it is a fool's game, IMO.

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

My grandfather built a sailboat. We were all expected to be crew every weekend and every vacation for almost a decade. It was pretty miserable after the novelty wore off

2 years ago | Likes 455 Dislikes 2

The same grandfather bought a deep sea fishing boat and we spent many a weekend running out to oil rigs to fish. I appreciate the fact I was included. Pop was less appreciative of the fact I get seasick very easily. It's the thought that counts. Pops was cool.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Sounds like my step-dad when he got his dream 30ft cabin cruiser. "Don't you wanna go out on the boat" Was code for "I need you to spend the next 3 hours preparing, cleaning, and buying food while i call all my friends,"

2 years ago | Likes 12 Dislikes 0

My father bought a classical car. He has no driver's licence. He wants the family to drive him around as chauffeurs. Before he bought the car he told the family since he cannot drive we would have to do the driving. We each told him we are not interested in classical cars and not interested in driving around for the sake of driving around. He bought it anyway. He's fucking peeved off no one is driving him around.

2 years ago | Likes 8 Dislikes 0

And still he can't be bothered to learn to drive? Yeow.

2 years ago | Likes 6 Dislikes 0

My grandfather rebuilt a racing sloop for my uncle. Dude nearly killed me when he tacked and let the boom swing so hard the pulley ran past the end of the track and the boom came right at me. Only thing that saved my life was the boom breaking in half on the wire for the mast. After that I followed Uncle Larry in his sailboat on my jetski. Dude was a piece of work.

2 years ago | Likes 91 Dislikes 2

?1 I wanted the jet ski Kenny Powers but couldn’t find it

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Hey, I appreciate the thought.

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Larry sounds like he was a pedestrian sailor AT BEST. And a danger to others

2 years ago | Likes 11 Dislikes 0

Nailed it.

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Typical fuckin Larry

2 years ago | Likes 34 Dislikes 1

: Love for sail

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

You have no idea. Larry outfitted the boat with loran (this was a while ago), all kinds of radio and every other electronic gadget so he could sail on the open ocean. Then he divorced my aunt and sailed his boat to Bermuda -- but rather than going through the Gulf of Mexico he took the Intercoastal Canal to Florida.

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 0

Sounds like a blast tbh. What's a loran?

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

Parents who deny their children school are monsters

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Both her parents were teachers, just saying

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 0

Haha ok but I don’t think I counts when it’s your own kids. Subjectivity and all that…

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

So you don’t believe in home school?

2 years ago | Likes 1 Dislikes 0

"I was expected to cook and clean down below for hours each day." The boat was 58 feet, one doesn't spend hours each day cooking and cleaning. Her bro says her book "contains only the confirmatory facts together with lots of exaggeration and near fiction." https://forums.sailinganarchy.com/threads/suzanne-heywood-and-her-epically-misguided-70s-cruising-parents.241420/page-7

2 years ago | Likes 17 Dislikes 31

They don’t want to hear this man. Critical thinking doesn’t prevail on Imgur

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

If you are cooking 3 meals for up to 10 people, it can take hours to cook and clean could be 3hrs could be 6hrs depending on what all needs to get done.

2 years ago | Likes 30 Dislikes 2

So why is his word more accurate than hers? If her account is even remotely accurate, he got the SIGNIFICANTLY better end of the deal, so of course he is gonna think she is exaggerating and making shit up. Sure they may have had "great opportunities" as he puts it, that doesn't mean it is the life she wanted or enjoyed, it was still forced on her either way.

2 years ago | Likes 27 Dislikes 4

Nobody is stupid enough to believe her brother, especially when the source is some dipshit on a sailing forum.

2 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 2

Her bro was the dude up on deck sailing. I'd hardly take his word for it.

2 years ago | Likes 24 Dislikes 4

You don't know if he was helping down below or not.

2 years ago | Likes 4 Dislikes 17

She said he was up on deck while she worked below. Did you not read that?

2 years ago | Likes 5 Dislikes 0

She didn't say 100% of the time. Did you read that?

2 years ago | Likes 2 Dislikes 1

neither do you

2 years ago | Likes 13 Dislikes 2

I don't make dumb assumptions

2 years ago | Likes 3 Dislikes 13

Nope, just dumb comments

2 years ago | Likes 10 Dislikes 1