Revenge is sweet, no matter the wait

Okay, so as my username states, this is my hidden account. Providing sources will not be feasible. I just need to tell someone my story.

Flash back 2007, I had just turned 13. My father passed away the month before so I was in rare teenage hormonal form. Pissed off at the world and striking out towards my mom. I started to really act out a couple months after my dad passing away and my mom just wasn't interested in caring.

A little backstory, my dad always took care of me and my siblings. My mom was a stay at home, who refused to do anything besides spend my dads hard earned money leaving us hungry and neglected. Dont get me wrong, I love my mother to death and we are really close now, however back then she just simply didn't give a fuck.

Anyways, I meet this guy. He's 21 and we will call him Frank. I thought I was cool and just the best because an older guy wanted me. Awkward, 13 year old me. I was a virgin, hadn't even kissed anyone besides my parents lol. My mom meets him, learns his age, does not give a fuck. He starts with his sweet nothings and gifts, love, everything I craved at that point in time

One day, were in my basement watching tv. He has a friend with him and we're all just minding our own business. Well, Frank starts to feel up on me. I said no. Kept saying no the further he progressed but he just didn't want to stop. Eventually, he made his way to what he wanted while his friend watched as I cried.

Yes. I could have screamed. I could of yelled for help.. But for some reason I didn't. I don't know why.. Some times I think it's because I was scared of losing him.

After it was done he held me while I cried saying it would all be okay. He walked away with his friend and bragged about how he has blood on him from taking my innocence. I cried even harder from the embarrassment.

For the life of me, I still to this day don't understand why I did the next part.. Like I said, I guess I was afraid of losing him..

For the next 2 weeks the abused continued.. He brought more and more people each time and my mom ate it all up. She always had this problem of wanting to befriend the younger crowd, I guess making her feel young. She loved having so many people over.. Fuck she loved it..

Eventually people started to video tape it.. No one else ever joined in thankfully, but they were just as much a part of it.

After 2 weeks of that shit I finally came to my senses and realized this was all bad. Nothing good could come out of it. I ended it. Fearfully, but I ended it. About a week later after I thought it was over the rumors of me being a easy slut started. Some of his friends that were there I went to school with. Then after the rumors came the videos...

Sent to many people... And not a single soul thought they should tell someone. I mean fuck if I didn't why should they?! After a year of being called a liar and deemed a whore, battles with depression... I finally told my mom. Her exact words still ring throughout my mind...
"That's why I told you that you shouldn't date such older guys"
My mother everyone.. She decides that the police would be too big of a hassle and people would deem her an unfit mother.. So she moves us all across the country back