When things are bad, Memes.

So, nearly two years ago I booked my self into a fancy hotel for a night without telling anyone.

I tried to kill myself.

I was found the next morning and taken to the emergency room.

They pumped my stomach and stitched me up.

I spent a couple of weeks in a psych ward before I could go home.

I quit my job and moved back home.

I'm fine now. Well, I'm taking my medication. I'm still clinically depressed, but I'm fine.

The thing is, I know for the next two weeks, until the "anniversary" its all I will be able to think about.

I get such vivid flashbacks, it's like I'm living it over and over again.

And there is nothing I can do to stop it.

I know the world is crazy right now.

And I know this isn't the worst thing anyone is going through right now, not even close.

But I can't sleep

Because every time I try

I feel like I'm back in that fucking hotel room

So instead of sleeping

I'm going to look at funny pictures on the internet

And try to distract myself from the nonsense in my heaf

Like this pokemon one

Or this one, with the adorable business dog

Or this one,

I'm going to keep looking at these dumn pictures

Which I have mostly stolen from you guys

Until I fall asleep

And hopefully

Some of you lovely people will look at them too

And maybe

The will take your mind off the nonsense in you head

Or the crazyness in the world

Just until you can sleep

Or maybe finish pooping.

Stay inside and wash your hands.

Cat tax, Axl. Fun fact, at this very moment I can hear him tormenting a small creature downstairs. He is an unstoppable killer, and my fluffy baby.