I just had to vent.

When I was a first year in scouts, a "newbie" I was relatively shy but wanted to get in with the cool kids. We were at summer camp and I tried to hang out with the "older boys" (14 year olds) as much as possible. One night entailed us all hanging out in their tent late at night. These guys were basically really nasty stone's, but  i though they were funny as hell. While we were all hanging out they started a game of truth or dare. In retrospect they were just horny teenagers looking to explore but it scared the hell out of me. Basically it devolved into one guy, named Clark for the situation, dared another guy named Joe.  Clark dared joe to give him a blowjob but with his boxers on so "it wasn't homo". He did and in return joe would fuck him in the ass. All the while they were encouraging me to try and join. They tried to grab me once or twice but I eventually ran out of the tent and hid in my tent. Only one other kid knows about this (excluding Joe and Clark) but he hasn't said a word. For all my time in scouts my friends have heckled me for talking about my experience. No one has believed me and now I have some deep trust issues. I'm in college now but when I think about it it still makes me shudder. Idk the other scout post made me think of venting.