I don’t even know what day it is

I posted on this previously; her health declined rapidly and she was confused and fighting treatment and trying to leave. They did a competency evaluation and decided to keep her. She’s been doing great since then, responding to treatment and therapy well, she’s been moving around on her own, they even reduced her oxygen. She called me yesterday snacking on chips and just sounded like herself. Last night her husband calls and says you need to get here, the hospital was an hour and 45mins away and I made it in 20 minutes, but I didn’t make it soon enough. I can’t even get out of bed. We knew this was coming but we didn’t know it would happen like this. I’m sorry for complaining I know there are people that have it worse right now but it hurts so much. Edit: To those of you more concerned about the time in which I made it there, you must have never lost anyone close to you. Time stops and is sped up all at once. I blinked and hours had gone by. I made it there way faster than I should have, but calculating my speed is just ridiculous, especially based off an estimate of time in which my world was collapsing. If you want to troll someone like a cretin, don’t do it here. My lowest point is not your opportunity to be a dick.