Just lost my best friend

Her name is Screamer and I’ve had her since I was 5. These are just some pictures of her from over the past 6 or 7 years. She’s been by my side for about 15 years, and it’s hard to imagine life without her now. It was time to put her down yesterday. She’s been through so many moves with me, even to my first apartment. She made me happy whenever I was sad or upset. I knew she was getting old, and she had some bad health issues that were pretty sudden as well, so I knew this day was coming. This is my first post so I’m sorry it’s depressing. I just felt like I needed to tell someone because I have no friends to talk to about this.