yourereallydiggingintomerick
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I've been staying at my long time on again of again girlfriends for the first time. And I currently and fighting the anxiety to fly back home in 2 hours. She's sleeping next to me and I am going to miss this.
This trip was awesome
I told her I loved her and for the first time in a year I got to hold her. At the age of twenty I had my first kissed four days ago. And sex shortly after for the first time.
Though I'm worried and confused
Saturday night we were all drinking and I found her with another guy all over her. And right now we're in this weird in between. She has assured me she likes no one better but I now worry about her bouts with alcohol and guys that are around her when I won't be. I honestly think I'm jealous but I still wanna talk to her about it. Any advice would be great
Sharing this story is a little awkward for me
But I really like you guys. And Your keeping me smiling with your posts. Honestly I couldn't ask for anything more. Anyways seems as if she is waking up. So to all my late night imgurians. Thanks for listening
bottomlessbellybutton
Trust your intuition. The worst thing you can do is be jealous.
gor3beard
Out of everything I've learned so far, there's many kinds of different love and after any loss there is always someone else. 1/2
apoohneicie
I hope everything turns out ok. Glad you got to experience physical love for the first time with someone you really care about.
yourereallydiggingintomerick
Thanks, it was different for me. But I could get used to this. Might be moving in with her if all goes well in July.
apoohneicie
Don't worry I doubt it will be your last time. :) Make each other laugh everyday. -advice from 14 yrs of marriage.
gor3beard
2/2 it's all up to you and want you want, but I assure you there's always someone out there if that other person doesn't work out.
yourereallydiggingintomerick
Thanks for the advice, :) made this burden a little easier
gor3beard
No problem :)